I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP!

Today is the mother of all heartbreaks.

You should know by now that today is Tuesday and that means I’m ranting about Gossip Girl.

Today, I brought my laptop to class, watched Gossip Girl live at 9am (in class while my prof was talking about dams and rivers) with hopes and dreams of a super epic episode that I thought will most probably be a happy ending for my favourite Chuck and Blair but no, the episode punched me in the stomach and left me unconscious all alone in a dark stairwell (ya, I’m damn drama when I’m upset)

THE GOSSIP GIRL WRITERS ARE KEEPING CHUCK AND BLAIR APART BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW MUCH THE FANS WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER

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Isn’t the point of having a tv show to please the fans, I mean they are the ones that are keeping you on the air, if you make them angry they will stop watching…..just sayin’

I’m not kidding ok. Its not funny Gossip Girl writers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I want to do now is to turn back time, tell my 17 year old self, hey Nadia, you shouldn’t watch Gossip Girl, I bet it’d be such a heartbreaking show and you’ll be investing so much feelings in it that you’ll probably be so upset over a tv show even when you’re 21.

Oh no, maybe I’d turn back time to when I was 13. Hey Nadia, see that Gossip Girl book on the library shelf? Ignore it. Just stick to something that won’t disappoint you, oh you know, like Harry Potter.

So upset.

Byebye.

you set fire to the rain

Oh my goodness. I’ve never been this busy, ever. I cannot even transcribe the immensity of how swamped I am/was. After weeks of crazy assignments, went to Malacca for Hari Raya Haji and now I’m supposed to start mugging for exams but to be honest, I’m doing everything but studying T_T

I really do miss my blog, uploading pictures and sghijabgirl. If only I could ask Harry Potter for his Time Turner.

After exams, which ends on next Tuesday, I’m flying to Korea asap and I won’t be in SG for our 5th year anniversary. Can’t help but feel super upset #firstworldwoes

But in the midst of being busy and all, we managed to squeeze in a dinner date at Pizza Hut with our groupons heheheheh and our favourite drink at Starbucks, Toffee Nut Latte. Thank you Aman for being super understanding through the crazy weeks and for reading my lesson plans, giving me honest constructive feedback on my works, for all the ideas and the long whiny phonecalls, I am so glad to have you in my life, the anchor to my sanity

      and my lovely friend, Ahmad gave me this super duper special exam package! Seriously, it came at such a great timing. Right after I concluded my 3000 words essay in 2 nights, I received a text msg and srsly, you may think its just a packet of snacks but it meant the world to me Yes, that was how stressed I was.  AND BLAIR AND CHUCK’S LIMOVERSARY OMGOSH. I’ve got no time to wax lyrical about how AMAZING and beautiful and heartbreaking the episode was so I’m just gonna copy paste every single thing that shares my exact sentiment  from other Chair shippers. I can’t believe its been 4 years but VIVA CHUCK AND BLAIRRRRRR.

No but really, how genious was the all “skycraper” thing. The fact that in his dreams Chuck keep seeing this beautiful, magnificent skycraper but he can’t go up there no matter how hard he tries to, no matter how much he wants to. And in the real world he waited the love of his life on one of the highest skycraper of the world, but she didn’t show up in time and he had to gave up on that love because he thought it was lost forever. How heartbreaking is the fact that in his subconscious he’s still trying to change what it was without any success, that he’s still desperately trying to hold on to the past, to hold on to that ring he couldn’t gave to her. But you can’t change the past, you have to look forward…you have to change the present to make your future better. And in the end he comes up to this conclusion and the final destinal is still Blair. It all begins and it all ends with Blair. And maybe even start again with her. It is the only chance he has: to say sorry and let go. The only chance. And it’s something so sad and full of hope at the same time that ring abandoned on the door of that skycraper.

“When Chuck gets upset his voice gets all raspy like a sexy, rapey Batman.”

“”You’re always there for the people you love, even when they don’t deserve it,” Chuck observes of Blair. “You know that’ll never change,” she replies. It’s nice that even when they’re saying goodbyes Blair admits she’ll always be there for him. Their friendship, even removed from their actual love story, has always been one of my favorite things about the show. “Starting tonight I’m going to take charge of myself,” Chuck vows. I guess this means no more drama queen theatrics on roofs, which is frankly a bit of a disappointment.“

“After a brief hiatus, Gossip Girl returned this evening with an episode that took its sweet time getting off the ground, but ended with a flourish, potentially reigniting a couple that was once the show’s signature.”

“Listening to him rattle off his failures was heartbreaking, even if there’s no defending them. Only after baring his soul tonight has Chuck become the man who many, including Blair, always wanted him to be.”

“The first substantive Chair scene of the season was definitely worth the wait. Not that their storylines have been poles apart. Dr. Eliza Barnes was right about that: For Chuck Bass, it’s always about Blair.”

I swear, Ed Westwick and Leighton Meester are really really REALLY good actors.

okthxbai

 

 

 

 

 

 

where’s my cb endgame? :(

GOSSIP GIRL WRITERS ARE THE MEANEST WRITERS IN THE HISTORY OF TELEVISION. I’m so angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. First, they gave us this.

Look at how happyyyyyyy they look! Plus, omg perfect combination, with Adele’s rolling in the deeeeeeeeeep! I had my hopes up, yay! and then they gave us this,

WAH HOPES UP TIMES 10000000000 ALREADY. Now everytime I listen to that song, I’ll think about Chair sex. I don’t know if its a good or bad thing. So yeah, I’m jumping on the couch, over the moon, having a throw confetti everywhere mood!

Okay nothing I can say, my hope has gone to infinity and beyond. THEN THE WRITER GAVE US THIS. HELLO WHAT?! WHATTTTT?! Why does Chuck always have to turn into some noble being when it comes to giving up Blair?! Why?! Why can’t you be noble during the other times you screwed up big time and just, when it comes to Blair, be selfish laaaaaaaaaa.

Then came the mother of all disappointments.

:’( :’( :’( :’( My heart breaks into a gazillion shattered pieces. What happened to your great, complicated, intense, all consuming love?!?! What is all this i will always love you thingy omg so annoying. What is this mature Chuck Bass with if you love something set it free thingy whattttttttt. Who are you I don’t even know youuuu, you no Chuck Bass, you’re some dingdong person giving up on your greatest love.

This is worse than the Paris train station scene. I thought that was the saddest most tear jerking scene ever, and then this came along. I’m so angryyyy why did they have to play around with the only couple I ship in GG. Actually, the only reason why I watch GG is because of them and you pull me around the merry go round and make me smile from ear to ear only to snatch it away only after I felt the happiness seep in for a mere 10 seconds. WHY. TELL ME WHY.

Heartpain seh. *cries in one corner* Now, I understand why this episode’s called The Wrong Goodbye. NO WONDERRRRRRRRR OF COURSE LA WRONG GOODBYE.

Don’t need to watch Gossip Girl ok? Enough that I’m suffering, I don’t want you to suffer too. HAHAHAHHA.

ok bye.

(I HOPE THE PREGNANCY TEST THING IS BLAIR’S AND ITS CHUCK’S BABY AND THEY’LL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER OKTHXBYE) Still got hope nampak. I cannot give up on this show I’ve followed for 4 seasons straight!! Nvm, keep calm k Nadia.

Dair? Chair?

Forgive me but I need to rant for awhile, if you do not watch Gossip Girl, you can totally skip this because you’ll have no idea what I’m talking about. Anyone who knows me either IRL or online, on Facebook etc would know that I am a die hard Chuck and Blair fan to the extent that when I’m upset I will watch their sad scenes over and over again and cry with them HAHAHA. So anyways, the GG writers have many a time promised that Chuck and Blair would be endgame, that no matter what happens they’ll be together. Furthermore I could never imagine Blair being with anyone else in the show cos the rest are just undeserving of Queen B.

BUT, lately after the nonsensical Chuck and Blair relationship saga, they’re now like, oh we’re still friends and if we’re meant to be, we’re meant to be blabla. So because I watch GG only for them, the lack of Ed/Leighton interaction means bleargh, boooooring. Now, the writers are moving to another direction, Dan plus Blair. To be honest, I hated Dan from the start. I found him so irrits I just wish that he wouldn’t step up out of Brooklyn to even go to school with the UES! BUT NOW I WANT BLAIR AND DAN TO BE TOGETHER.

Yes, this is definitely very shocking coming from me.

I really am sick and irritated at Chuck’s character of never learning from his past mistakes. I do not hate him but I absolutely hate it when he hurts Blair because it seems like that is all he is capable of doing these days. I don’t know if he’s semi stupid or just can’t see the obvious but omaigod I cannot take it and this is really tragic, but the only thing I look forward to GG now is any Dan and Blair interaction because THEY ARE SO CUTE. They’re like, oh I hate you, oh me too, but there’s this underlying youknowiknow but we don’t say thing? HAHAHA OMG SO ADORABLE MANS.’

I’ll always be a Chuck and Blair fan, and I have no idea how the writers are going to twist back the storyline but I do believe that they would be endgame. BUT, seeing as how I am so angry at Chuck Bass’s character, the idea of Dan and Blair seems to be a super good idea to me. Writers, please give Chuck Bass some form of punishment and make life a living hell for him seeing as how he prances around and hurt my Queen B over and over again.

BOO. I shall end this rant entry with a picture of the SUPER ADORBS Dan and Blair watching movie on their own respective laptops while talking on the phone OMG CUTE TO THE MAX.